So, I’ve been bipolar majority of my life. Just wasn’t fully diagnosed until about three years ago. Every single romantic relationship that I have during May time I start to have serious doubts about the relationship. Yes, there usually are stressor before these intrusive thoughts start. I’ve been with my husband 10 years, married 8. I have had doubts on and off throughout our relationship. But the thoughts never stick. I’ve been really stupid with my medications lately. But I started out taking 40mg Prozac full time without a mood stabilizer and/or antipsychotic. I started to have constant thoughts about not loving my husband, maybe I’m just scared to be alone, maybe I want to be alone, he doesn’t deserve this. But I know when I’m not obsessing that I’m crazy about him! He really is the love of my life. He is the only person I would fight this hard for against these thoughts. He’s really supportive as well. I tell him I don’t know why he deals with it. He tells me it’s not me. It’s just something I’m going through. It’s like every time I start to have doubts, complications, or anything in any other part of my life my brain automatically turns it towards my romantic relationship. Does anyone have any experience with this? Or has ever heard of this?