1. It took a lot of self control to not respond to your reply text with "whatever" or "**** you." I still think your answer was sorry and I'm getting frustrated that you still don't get it.
I've been breaking down crying intermittently on and off since the session.
2. I might check myself into inpatient. Less for my immediate safety and more because I need a break from life and it seems like the only other option other than the permanent kind. So I guess that's still for my immediate safety, in a way. But I don't think "i need a break from life" is supposed to be a reason.
Will you call?
3. I still want to do it.