Hi June55,

I'm so sorry you're feeling this way. I can't even imagine what it must be like for you to have to struggle with these thoughts and feelings. I hope that you have been able to find the support you need, as well as a healthy outlet for everything you're going through. I was wondering if it would help you to share what brought you to this dark place? Did it happen suddenly or was it a variety of experiences? I totally respect if you don't want to talk about it, but I'm here to listen if you do. Much love to you.