Bad genes, sexual abuse, a verbally and physically abusive father I felt I could never win his approval, a shooting incident later in grad school, more sexual abuse. Pretty much lived my entire childhood in fear. Not helped by having no friends.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD
Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine,
There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in.
--Leonard Cohen
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