i'm so lonelytoday. Saturdays and sundays are always like that. since my sisters aren't in town during the week they spend time w/mama on the week-ends.since this is Easter week-end, i have no where to go. i am going out to watch Bubbie look for Easter eggs. that will last only 30 min then back home. there is nothing on tv and i only have one movie i rented. food isn't very plentiful in my house either. i'm so hungry for a good home cooked meal. i'm also hungry for someone to come stay w/me for maybe 2 days just to talk, watch movies, maybe to help me focus. just someone to be with. no one is able to. sometimes i think of these voices i hear would materialize and visit. i'm getting use to them and the little insects, mice and birds i think i see. i think some of it is medication. anyway, i'm not sure what to do. i don't have enough gas to go anywhere because i will need it this coming week for doc appts. sorry but i have no one else to talk to. sorry for being so boring and whiny. i just feel so lost. janet56