Saw my T today. He was very encouraging. As I’ve been controlled all my life by some of those around me I struggle to take full control of my life. Also living under the threat of another episode is also a form of control. So now I’m trying to take back control of my life. We talked about other stuff but this was the main point.

Saw my GP. Blood test for gastritis was negative so I’m having an endoscopy Tuesday. She said it may be an ulcer. I just hope it’s not serious or permanent. Feeling ok mentally. I love being stable.