just got diagnosed with depression, im in the middle of transitioning from male to female, im 14 years old aka in the middle of puberty and on the top of it all i have autism too. my parents barely accept that i want to be a girl but they dont like the idea of me liking men at all. strangely enough the people who make me feel better are those who insult me for being gay and trans because atleast they acknowledge and accept it. it feels like the only thing that makes me happy in life is drawing, but i cant do that all the time every single day. i still have to socialize and go to school and stuff and its all so tiring. i dont have many to talk to either. everything just hurts.