it was about 11 years ago... when they looked at si a lot differently... he said " breaking a glass accidentally wouldn't cause this much damage" "you had to have really squeezed the glass into your hand" "i don't want a repeat of this... so you figure it out... or i will" i was going through my divorce and trying to keep the boys safe from their dad... and i couldn't afford exposure... so i just stopped cutting and started eating instead....