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LabRat27 · Jun 06, 2019, 12:49 AM

Honestly I didn't expect you to go for that. Idk if you can convince pdoc but hopefully it will mean something coming from you? Though he might just resent that you're getting involved.
I really wish I could listen to that phone convo.

Possible trigger:

I wish I could hear you tell pdoc that you're worried I'm going to kill myself. Would you plead with him to consider it?
I think you are now in agreement with me that it's a necessity at this point.

When I joked about one of the possible options being killing myself and you sounded really upset it made me feel cared about.

Thank you for talking to me. That was a pretty long phone call. You were able to be what I really needed right now. Thank you for caring.

P.S. I'm going to sit in the chair tomorrow instead of on the floor, but don't get used to it.

Possible trigger:

once the sutures are out I'm going back to the floor. It just hurts to sit like that right now.