</font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font>
Kiya said:
i don't want things to get all serious and stuff. i know i'm supposed to but i've stopped caring, really.

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post">
I know what you mean by that, but don't you think it already has gotten serious?

</font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font>
what the heck do i tell t?
see ya?
adios?
sinara?
tschuss?
tell t i'm going into hibernation until this passes?

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post">
Why are the only options to tell T goodbye? Can T help you through this? I understand what it feels like when you feel as though you have just stopped caring-- but you have not stopped caring... because if you did, you wouldn't be writing this post and you wouldn't be concerned as far as what you should tell your T. It really sounds to me as though you are reaching out for T's help and are not sure how to go about it. Can you talk to T about these warning signs that signal that you might be going downhill? I have been through this so many times before-- it is a time when one needs support more than ever. I encourage you to reach out.