I don't have a lot of experience with medication either, FracturedPiece, but likely all the other wise, wonderful posters have already gave you some WISE, WONDERFUL ADVICE! TAKE IT TO HEART IF YOU CAN! As for me I can only suggest to go back to trying Meds if you can and if you see that being off them is not really helping you! Some people can take LOTS OF TIME before finding the right Meds combination for them so it DOES take patience! I'm sure there IS something out there for you! Keep looking for it and I'm sure YOU'LL FIND THAT! Keep asking questions if you need ANY HELP AT ALL! WE'RE HERE TO HELP YOU! WE'RE HERE TO SUPPORT YOU AND WE'LL NEVER ABANDON YOU! THAT'S A PROMISE! Keep us updated on your situation if you can and want to, ok? WE ALL CARE ABOUT YOU! THAT'S A PROMISE! WISH YOU THE BEST OF LUCK IN YOUR JOURNEY! I hope you'll find what you're looking for! KEEP FIGHTING AND KEEP TRYING YOUR BEST! THAT'S ALL WE HUMANS CAN DO AFTER and it's ALWAYS more than enough! WISH YOU THE BEST OF LUCK IN YOUR JOURNEY! YOU'RE CARED FOR AND LOVED HERE! THAT'S A PROMISE! Sending many AWESOME, kind, safe, sweet, warm, wise and WONDERFUL HUGS TO YOU, FRACTUREDPIECE, JUST LIKE YOU ARE! THINGS CAN AND WILL GET BETTER ONE WAY OR ANOTHER! THAT'S A PROMISE! PLEASE BELIEVE THAT AS MUCH AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN BECAUSE IT IS TRUE! PLEASE REMEMBER THAT AS MUCH AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN BECAUSE IT IS TRUE AND YOU KNOW THAT EVEN IF IT'S DEEP DOWN INSIDE YOU! KEEP LOOKING FOR THAT! YOU'LL FIND IT! THAT'S A PROMISE!