A warm hello to all!

Just dropping in to read, to say hello, etc.

I am still having a very rough ride. "Environmental" factors have only gotten much worse. I am trying hard to hang on and to get through. It'll be awhile yet.

I am seeing my pdoc "(she is also my therapist) every week right now. We are making frequent med changes, as the situation is changing as new information come to light... which is almost daily right now.

I am sorry I am not able to disclose more right now; however, the main person causing this severe distress knows my screen name here. (I know I can change my name here, etc. I am not ready to do so. At some point, I can see myself disclosing more info, when the timing is better.)

In addition to this severe and ongoing stress, my brother had surgery 3 days ago... and had almost died from the surgery. He was intubated and in ICU for 3 days/nights. Fortunately, he has been extubated and, for now, it appears he will be okay.

I am EXHAUSTED... AND CANNOT SLEEP. I am taking all of the Seroquel I can stand, which is causing a hangover type of an effect. I am starting to feel "mixed." I see pdoc tomorrow, thankfully.

I am sorry, I am dozing off as I write. Just wanted to say hi and to tell you I am missing you!