Sinking, dear, part of the mission of your therapists is to keep you alive. I'm not sure what the laws are in Italy, but I believe that here in the U.S. if a therapist has reason to believe that a patient is a danger to herself or others, that therapist actually has a legal obligation to hospitalize or restrain that patient.

So far from it about being a betrayal of you, it is quite the opposite, and very likely a necessary compliance with the law. It's likely their licenses could be forfeit otherwise.