*Trigger warning Childhood sexual abuse and self harm*
Hey, so I have CPTSD from childhood sexual abuse. I do not normally self-harm but sometimes after sex with my husband I do feel the need to cut. He does not know about this, as I don’t do it often and it’s wrapped up in a lot of shame. I’ve also never spoken to my T about any self harm. I have been with her for 2.5 years and she knows so much, but this is something that I have so much guilt and shame over. I’m also afraid that I could be admitted to facility over this. I’m not suicidal, I have never wanted to hurt anyone else. Have y’all talked to Ts about SH? If so what was their reactions?