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Originally Posted by ariesmars
I miss my father very much. It has been 2 years and ~2 months and the sadness and emptiness comes and goes. I have not been happy since. Nothing has been joyful. Interests I have are failing, health is failing, stress and depression increases.
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ariesmars, I am sorry for the loss of your dad. It sounds like you face a big challenge.
I was surprised when my dad died that grief did not fade away. Finally I saw that I was not going to get away from grief, but I could focus on new activities and reinvent how I see myself. It did help some but I had to change more than I thought I would. I guess I hoped for my dad to be someone other than he was and that could never be I finally realized.