I want to shut these feelings down hard core tonight. I almost don't want to come tomorrow because I want to avoid talking about this and all the "what do you think about the timing of x" or wanting me to express if I'm upset with you or not. I'm just upset at the situation, and hate that my Friday session is going to be gone. My Thursday session is in the morning and my Monday isn't until the evening so it's almost 4 days it feels like in between. God, good thing I don't drunk call anyone or you might have gotten a phone call tonight.