I was on top of a mountain, now I'm in the deepest possible valley. Feeling nothing but resentment after an argument with my parents on a recent trip, and now the only person that I ever had feelings for is getting married. The latter I just found out about today. This on top of rejection from people who I previously thought were close and were like-minded, but left me as soon as I started to have problems and made mistakes.

So apparently I'm unlovable and not worthy of any human contact.