im not sure if this is weird or not-thats basicaly why im putting this out there.when i start to feel better(more like my old self) and then after a while when i slip back into depression i hate the person i was when i was "my old self"(thats what people say,like im back to the way i was).i cant help but think everyone doesnt like the more chatty outgoing me to the depressed person they never see.so really what im trying to say is that part of me doesnt want to get better because i dont like the "better" me..
has anyone else ever experienced this?