I came home today and looked around at our apartment and at everything we've created and built together to make it a nice home for ourselves. It made me very sad to think that this could break apart one day. I definitely have reached my limit through the course of this thread, however. I am now prepared mentally to walk away and break it off, IF I have to and IF he becomes toxic towards me again through fighting and nasty words being thrown. I will NOT put up with it. I have hope right now though, I don't know how much hope, but I truly hope that he can turn himself around. At least I know my limits. I feel good about that.