I am feeling like I am going to crash. My energy level over the past week started out as high. I have been more social and active, but some of my impulsive past patterns have been coming back. Now, I feel I just want to hide and stay by myself. But I feel pressure from people now to be that "fun person" that comes out once in a while. I don't know if I am making sense. I feel in over my head and want to just turn off my cellphone and stay at home. Plus, I am trying to keep up with work, and it is getting exhausting. It is a new job, and my perfectionist trait is causing me to have extreme anxiety. I see my pdoc next week, so at least there's that. I don't really know what the solution is though.