I am coping well considering I am mightily depressed,I feel unwanted and unloved and I don't like being so alone anymore,I want some friends and an intimate companionship.That is never going to happen cos I won't commit to letting someone in emotionally,that is my fault and my choice,it is a block I have had all my life,I might as well wear a sign saying keep out of my life,there is an invisible wall around me.That is my fault cos I always want to feel safe and not take any risks,lousy karma I have too.I am angry today too cos the new staff member at my favourite cafe overcharged me and instead of bringing me a toasted crumpet like I ordered she brought me a toasted teacake,she wasn't listening and just did what she assumed I said which mightily pissed me off and I didn't like her either.I don't like being overcharged either I hope she doesn't last in the job she gets on my nerves.