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Where are these intense emotions coming from? My anger has reached unbelievable levels

I don't want to not go to sessions, but I'm terrified of him, afraid that he will say the slightest thing that triggers my anger.

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Are you terrified of him or are you terrified of your own anger?

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He tells me that I'm upset because he won't tell me what I want to hear, but I what I want to hear will rid me of my anxiety/anger. So, it's not as simple as me just wanting my way - there is a reason.

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I think you should place more value on the work YOU are doing in therapy. I find myself identifying very closely with what you are saying in that I place so much value on what T does or doesn't say in order to alleviate or cause feelings. I realized that I really needed to work on identifying my sense of self because I was placing so much value on what T does and absolutely nothing on what I do-- It's really hard and I've just started to really work at it.

Feelings those intense emotions are exhausting, painful, and a million other things. I really feel for you and understand what you are going through.