Hi Orange.

I am starting with a new T too. It sucks. I feel just like you! I hate my new T.

But, I have also quit therapy cold turkey in the past. For me, it turned out to be horrible. I kept thinking about it, about my T, about if I "hurt her,", etc. It just bothered me, no matter how much I tried to put it out of my mind. IN one case, I actually months later contacted the T to "patch things up."

I think it was nice that your T suggested that you schedule one appointment before you "bolt." It sort-of shows that she cares about you.

They say that for BPD, psychotherapy is the only way to improve. Do you want your life to improve? If yes, call her and try and work through it.

I can tell you, I felt exactly like you did. (See post in psycotherapy formum about Rip hating T)

Good luck!!!