Alright probably my last post in here. She's moving like 3 hours away to be with her boyfriend and he's got a LOT in common with me, we (me and her) hung out today downtown having a picnic just the 2 of us and she told me the news amung other awesome news she had and that I would call her in a month and we can hang out again in August for a long hike, she agreed. Text her not long ago that I had a good time with her and that I am really happy for her news and I am happy for her and everyone else involved, although I am unsure what is going to happen to us now when she moves for us talking and hanging out. She text back aw thanks, it was good seeing me today and that we will definatly keep in touch. Not so sure, she will just be here for her daughters and job and that's it. Seems over to me when she does go.

Life keeps on going, so must I. I really wanna change myself around though, not for her but I like who I am when I am around people not bringing me down. I also want more experiences like I had with this woman, just being around people I feel good being around but only if I am a priority to this person friend or more because being a secondary person destroys me when all I really want is to be someone in that persons life, I also could be asking for far too much and might have to settle for being a bunch of peoples secondarys.