T, last session sucked. Then you were gone a week. I have so much going on inside. I need my circle, I need for us to sit on the floor, I need you to be light and almost playful even though it won’t match my affect... I know you would give me all of this if I asked... and I doubt I will be able to. I need to talk about trust and I need to talk about shame... but I know where the shame is coming from and I don’t know if it is OK to talk about that yet.