haha... i am noticing imediately that you edited this.
you know sweetheart, i think you will find that when you get to the point at which you no longer worry, question or hold back from your T.. you will be pretty much "there"
i think this relationship IS your therapy. You think and work very hard.
(btw.. i dont care what you think about you.. *i* happen to think you are fab...no lie )