Id move to a nice hotel while my new house was being built and shop on ebay and get everything i ever thought looked neato. From the new laptop to some weird antique things that i cant figure out what they are but look pretty.

Id like to think id donate to charities and i probably would some but for me i would rather i think help people i see. Maybe help people here on the forum and/or drive through neighborhoods and leave prepaid credit cards for ten grand in apmt building mailboxes of small houses mailboxes. Nothing too outrageous but something i could do every time i feel depressed about the world.

Id be curious to see if i even would be mentally ill if i had that much money. They say money cant buy happiness but i have a feeling i could either shop my blues away or watching someone be relieved they can pay a bill with the money that i think it could easily buy my happiness.