Thank you Mopey, it went all right, your positive energies worked!
This morning my T came to me (so kind of her), and we had a weird session in a bar (but reserved place)! I got to tell her everything i had to tell her. Then we talked with pdoc about the meds and she said I'll get out in a "few" days, just staying vague about that, and that was it.
I informed people at work. I actually dont feel like going to work or get back to routine too soon. (Im still scared and excited at the same time when i think about the plan...) but sooner or later ill have to go back.
After lunch i called exT and we had a nice long chat. I love that man. He's so gentle and kind...
Then met with my friend and we caught up with the news from last week. It was pleasant except that it was very hot for a walk so we didnt stay out long.
Today couldnt have gone better than this. Thank you for your support again