It’s like I just now realized I’m a stalker despite doing it for the past 11 years. Before, it’s always the other person’s fault for rejecting me. Now various coworkers pointed it out to me the past several months but it’s when the hourly manager bluntly told me recently that I realized I’m a stalker.

The past 3 weeks, I would cry and accuse the GM of being pissed 😠 with me every other day. I perceived him to be ignoring me when he wasn’t. He might in fact be backing off a little bc I hit on him. I find him sexy and fantasize about dating him.

I don’t go in on my days off and I leave after my shift. It’s when I’m actually working that my obsession shows.