My T told me that she’s so overwhelmed and busy with things in her life that she’s doesn’t have time for the extras with me anymore. Like an extra session if I need it or answering my emails consistently and my being able to count on that. She doesn’t understand why I’m feeling so unsafe and insecure from this and why this is having a huge impact on our relationship. She is also going out on leave this summer and the whole thing feels overwhelming to me. Even worse, I’m facing things in my own life that are extreme and now I feel like my one support is being yanked. All I want to do is beg her to be there for me, but I know when you have to do that, the answer is always no... plus I’m always well behaved and well contained and feel like this is making me act in ways that are crazy for me. Plus how would I ever feel truly safe and secure again. But I’m too attached to walk away and my own circumstances are too dire... I don’t understand how she doesn’t understand. Worse, I guess she does but just doesn’t care.