Even if depressed, life has to go on. I hope to prevent further "falling deeper" into it by forcing myself to run out of bed at 07am tomorrow, pray, do morning rituals in a hurry, force myself to make a good breakfast and take a walk after I have eaten it. Grocery after that and then decide how to use the rest of the day.

I will try to stay closer to God. When one has a faith already, my experience is that it helps to be open to God.

I wish each one of you a good Tuesday!