Yesterday, I saw a town home that I fell in love with. For the past few years, I've been living with family for most part, so it is a big step for me to buy a place of my own. This is all happening so fast, but I made an offer. Someone else made the owners an offer too, but they decided to accept mine. So they are sending me the contract, and I'm going through the process. This is my first time being a home owner. Just recently, I felt really down, but I was thinking that this might be a change that is needed in order to give me more of a sense of purpose. I have been in a rut, but I look forward to having something I can call my own. There's so much stress though. I need to keep up with my job, while getting in more documents, having the place inspected, closing, etc. Luckily, I have someone to guide me though, so I am so thankful for that.

One downside: my new health insurance does not cover my Psychiatrist. Now, I am going to be tight on cash, and she is pretty expensive, but I'll make it work. She's the one doctor I trust, who has helped me through so much. I am going to try to see her less often (if I am able to do so) and get refills on my meds to avoid spending so much money. I think adding on Latuda might have helped me, although I still get some highs and lows. I am hoping I am actually well and not becoming hypo. So far, I think I'm functioning a bit better, although my anxiety is still high. Clonazepam is providing some relief though.

Hugs to all.