How did I let myself get so attached to you? How did I let this happen? I trusted you. I cared about you. Geez, truth is I loved you. I thought I was special to you and I thought you truly cared. In a real way. I thought I had something real with you. I thought you were such a blessing. Gosh, I feel like such a fool. I need to find the strength to walk away. But I can’t. It would be too huge a hole. I would regret it too much. I hate myself for being myself. Do you know that you’re destroying me? Why can’t you see it? I know how smart you are. And yet...