Thanks, all of you. That cloud has been approaching for a few days and the closer it gets the more I want to let it catch me. It just seems attractive to me even though I know what its like and that I would get tired of it and not be able to get out of the cloud. Yesterday morning I really felt like giving in but knew that it was a bad idea. Last night I didn't feel like I had any control and it was going to be inevitable. But I'm a little better today. I feel funny though. It's hard to concentrate on anything, I forget to eat but don't get hungry, I just run out of energy. I would like to just sleep and maybe not wake up.

<font color=blue>Life is filled with tragedy; if you let it overwhelm you, you cannot enjoy life's innocent pleasures. -Robert Heinlein</font color=blue>