Besides changing clinics there's really nothing I can do but wait and find the courage to show my very new T the first time I meet her my food chart. My GP is checking my weight every 2 weeks. My husband even told me he wants to say "Relax, you're loosing weight it's okay." but "he knows that's not what it's about." So what I hear from everyone is: "Relax, you're loosing weight it's okay." So maybe I'm over-reacting, maybe it is okay. I told him the reason why I stress is because I don't want this to become a fight between us. He assured me as things progress he may get concerned but that we're both different people now. That he understands fighting with me will just make it worse. He likens flare ups to cheating on him. So there's that. If I haven't lost a significant amount of weight by Friday I plan to start exercising again. I think I'm going to just drop it and stop fighting so hard. Then pick up the fight when it does become a problem. Everyone including my own head is telling me it's okay. So maybe it is?
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Me- SzA
Husband- Bipolar 1
Daughter- mood disorder+
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