Blueberrybook, my stomach gets like yours when I smoke cigars that are too strong. Do you think this is causing your problem???

Anyway, I am surviving. I hope to have some money tomorrow, but I will see. I have been waiting for this for over a year. My friend ended up with a very lucrative contract, so he will hire me when he gets his money. He tells me my life will not be the same. So once again, we shall see. My ex girlfreing is a different person, in some negative ways. I think she is going through “THE CHANGE” now that she is in her fifties.