Thank you Mopey,

Today i got to briefly talk with pdoc but only to arrange a real meeting for tomorrow morning.

I think I'll say i prefer to stay IP a few more days. It feels safer for me and for my family. Giving us more time.

Then tomorrow my mom and i will get a coffe together and then she'll give me a ride to see T.

The rest of the day should be free.

Positive of this all: parents are more aware of what may happen, dad talked to me, and P and i are again in touch via texts which is nice.