I didnt get to sleep tonight. Too many thoughts and worries...

I'll talk with pdoc about a change in meds to help me sleep more and better, and ask her when they'll let me out. At this point i prefer to stay all week or at least until friday. We'll see what she says...

Then i have session with T. And we'll talk about how appropriate it is to continue therapy together....

Im nervous for both meetings. Im so tired. This is exactly what i wanted to avoid!!!