I think everyone who repsponded are right. Its not weird to be never kiss or been kissed at nineteen. My suggestion is to be in relationship because you want to and not because you feel pressured. As wishfulthinker wrote cultivate your present friendships and look for ones in safe environments. Maybe join some special interest groups. Perhaps consider joining meetup. I'm a member there myself. I joined a cooking class where I met some good women friends.