I have really let my self care go over the past 18 months. I still look ok but I don't shower every day and the clothes I wear are really worn down - not dated but worn often.

I'm working in a place where some people really take care of themselves so I compared myself to them and saw quite a difference! I dress in jeans every day but those other people dress up every day, and smell good too.

I need to do something. Maybe I'll go shopping this weekend for some better looking jeans, a couple of shirts and some collogne - it couldn't hurt right?

Even if I don't feel that good at least I'll look better and maybe that'll help me feel a little better too.

Mood wise I'm feeling a little better now that I'm into my third week of Wellbutrin. I'm debating whether I should increase the dose or wait for another month to see how it goes. My pdoc generally prefers the minimum dose and I'm all about increasing it quickly to find out if it works, so we have some interesting conversations.