I am going through similar stuff. I feel like medication has caused me to feel less normal. Honestly, medication numbs feelings, but it doesn't get rid of them. That has been my experience. And I went on a rant yesterday on another forum I'm on and got a warning. So that's not good. Anyway, that rant I went on was not caused by the medication, but I think it was caused by the frustration I feel in having been on medications for so long and in having become so SO dependent on the meds. This is not the first time I've gone on rants on people.

I feel like these rants I go on are symptomatic of something deeper that is wrong.

And for that reason I am discontinuing my medication.

The other thing is that people may warn you about going off of psych drugs.

For me, I don't know who to trust. So I trust myself. Anyway, hopefully that is remotely related to what you said. If not, well, then you just read a little bit about my story.