How did your appointment with P go, sinking? I sure hope it went alright! Let us know if you're feeling any better! Mopey is VERY wise and I'm so glad that he's helping you out so much! I'm so sorry I'm not here for you as often as I should be! Either way, please keep venting here and please keep us updating us if you can and want to! WE ALL CARE ABOUT YOU! THAT'S A PROMISE! Please do remember that you ARE a GOOD person! No need to feel ashamed of yourself! It's not your fault if you're feeling bad! Sending many safe, warm hugs to you, sinking!