I really wish I could email you. What I said near the end that really caught me off guard. What if anything did it mean. Was it wording I used without thought or did it mean something. I have been winning this through my head but I truly dont know what the meaning could be. You seem to have though it had meaning.

Thank you for being so understanding and compassionate with all the talk about T. It feels weird to talk a lot about her with you. Thank you for telling me repeatedly that T was always welcome in the room.