Jp, I am sorry to be so blunt, but you miss the point. This is a mental health forum first and foremost. It is mandated as a community for the discussion and support of subjects that pertain to mental health. As such everything is structured within that framework. So, yes, the topic of this sub-forum is relationships and communication; but, the model of this subject is within the theme of mental health. Thus, this is a forum for which to discuss how your mental health is affected by your relationships AND how your relationships are affected by your mental health.

What is happening here doesn't seem to pertain to either - except that it is evident -sorry, me being blunt again- there may be a mental health issue involved.

There are those who will disagree but I am pretty sure too there will be those who lean as I do to questioning the veracity of your stories. I am not going to validate them by giving you words of unfounded encouragement. What I will say is that I think you need some help with this and I highly suggest that you find some sort of therapist to discuss this with if you haven't already. I am super super super concerned.