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Old Mar 23, 2008, 03:03 AM
injuredfilly injuredfilly is offline
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I'm 19, never had a boyfriend or even had a guy like me in that way.
I often masturbate (since i was 15 or 16) and i get really turned on really easily. If i think about it i also used to use poles to rub my groined against when i was in primary school (if i was caught i would just say i was trying to climb the pole).
I have fantasies about being a guy and how easy it would be to play with myself and about meeting a guy in the woods and making love to him on the spot. I get really turned on buy the thought of wetting myself, being peed on and anything to do with urine really. I also think about violence and animals. Are these sorts of fantasies normal?
I have depression and am scared i might be bipolar but I could just be using that all as an excuse because i really am a disgusting person
Its taken me ages to get up the courage to write something.
I really Feel like some sicko freak.

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