Hey everyone,
I’m hoping to get some different points of view on a problem I’ve been having: my ex bf broke up with me about 6 months ago after I found out he cheated on me. I didn’t want to break up but he gave me the option of being his friend or he would cut me out of his life. I really love him and I hoped we could work things out. But things just got worse; I couldn’t tell if he wanted me in his life or not. I chose to stay his friend because I still have feelings for him. After 6 months of being in this place, I still wanted to be back in a relationship with him. I was very confused as to how he felt about me. On one hand he called me names, made some pretty cruel comments about my mental stability, tell me I need to use drugs to relax, and would get very mad. On the other hand, he would also tell me he cared about me, kiss me on the forehead, and get upset if he found out I went out with another guy. I decided I didn’t want to be in this confusion anymore. I love him and want to be in his life but it was hurting me too much when I just wanted something different than he did. So I told him this and how blocked my number. I’m just worried I hurt him in some way and I feel terrible. I’m trying to do what I think is best for me. I know this was long, but if anybody can offer any feedback I’d appreciate it.