I'm so sorry you're in such a TERRIBLE situation, StreetcarBlanche! I hope you'll be able to figure it out one way or another! I completely agree with what all the other wise, wonderful posters have already wisely said better than I ever could! I hope you'll get that job and that this situation won't last for long! Hopefully you'll only have to make some sacrifices at the beginning and the rest will go smoothly! I wish I could do more to help you, StreetcarBlanche! I'm here for you if you need to talk! Feel free to PM me anytime! I hope things wil get better soon for you one way or another! Please keep us updated if you can and want to! You know we ALL care about you! THAT'S A PROMISE! Wish you the BEST OF LUCK in your life, StreetcarBlanche! Keep trying your best since that's ALL we humans can do and it's ALWAYS more than enough! PLEASE NEVER GIVE UP HOPE! Sending many safe, warm hugs to you, StreetcarBlanche!