Thank you all.
I didn’t realize that that was a form of abuse. I believe she is self aware of that though. She has mentioned a few times now that she feels like a monster and wants to leave because she doesn’t want to be my next abuser. I have been in several abusive relationships already.
She didn’t have any medical insurance and ran out of meds about a month or two ago. I did help her get medical insurance back and have been helping get her a doctor appointment but I also feel like it’s not my responsibility to do this all for her. I feel like her getting back on meds would definitely change the dynamics of the relationship because this only started after the meds ran out. Is it wrong to want to stick around and see if it helps ?
I have a habit of being somewhat codependent and am trying not to fall into that role again.
I do think that I will reach a limit if this continues.
I will talk to her about it more when she’s not actively in an episode. Today has been a better day.. so maybe today would be a good time for us to talk.