This site is in reference to the pen pal site. I wish I could meet people in person. However, my family thinks it is not wise. I have a very dysfunctional family. My mother is not diagnosed but I believe she is bipolar with paranoid tendencies. I love her dearly but she is paranoid about people and believes it is best for me to avoid everybody although this is not technically possible. I was independent in another country but became psychotic recently and returned home. I am waiting to move back to the country I came from to work again after I become more stable. I am highly educated and have good credentials. However, my illness tends to worsen every three to five years. This time I am on the shot and am hoping it works out for the best. I am improving but with my given situation, I think it is wise to just be alone for awhile. Thank you for your reply!