Back from the ER, son in tow, exhausted and with heat exhaustion on top. I REALLY want T and I know he would call me back (most likely tomorrow at this point) but I oddly don’t want to talk to T on my birthday, I don’t want T to have to call on a weekend, and I don’t want to make him feel helpless, which he really is in this situation. May just put his old voicemail messages on repeat lol...